having trouble viewing this file? download locally (Save As)/Ctrl+S and open in program with word wrap to view whole message. like notepad. web browsers can view it but will not usually wrap text... 7/16/2013 Dear Dr. Goldenberg (Oregon Medical Group): www.obamasweapon.com i don't know what to do to document my medical history. i am trying to cover all the symptoms i am having at this time. i got a few issues going on, at this time.. i am worn down from microwave abuse and exposure. i recommend reading the letter I wrote to Dr. Glen Zielinkski, it covers my medical history. also the file cia.txt and mass-fbi-media-support-email.pdf from June 18th. the two cover most of what i went through, in terms of abuse and injury with medication or with this microwave apparatus. I was completely physically healthy at the age of 18, but now i am very sick and physically ill. I am looking to get an full body / muscular/ software tissue MRI/PET scan done a/ EEG to determine the amount of brain and bodily damage. we are looking for damage to the tissue, inflammation, dehydration, swelling, and scar tissue. if an fMRI can be ordered, that is surely to show the reason for my memory and cogntitive deficit. EEG should also be useful in that regard. the condition I have at this point might be similar to CTE/chronic traumatic encephalopathy. the symptoms I have are mentally are similar, so is the injury (repetitive multiple injuries from microwave abuse in jail/etc).. mentally, i am in so much pain. i sick, paralyzed most of the time. my muscles, only move partly. they are stuck to the bones tense, possibly with a type of parkinsonism. microwaves have the ability to override states of neurons, use of energy, leave tissue unable to respond or do it's own thing. medication had a roll in this, very bad damage from Effexor XR and Wellbutrin. the parts of my brain, each region, are not working well together. each one is sort of off and on, not in sync, or not storing or responding with energy or activation properly. memory is not coming through, or i have such bad pain feeling, it hurts to think, i am literally lost in myself dealing with this. i can tell you what happened, but not do a good job advocating anymore. the injury is too severe. i need you to trust me that when i say something is going on, that we need to just focus on the medical issues and trying to find proof. and that if we get any, if it is good enough, we can do something to try to stop what has happened to me. symptoms i have, are also: very bad pinching and tight feeling in most of my muscles. i feel a sucked in clenched jammed down muscle feeling all over in my core and involuntary muscles. i have issues as a result in all organs, and senses. lets look at a few for examples: the eye: having trouble focusing, narrow vision, can't see whole objects at once, can't see color or fine lines, i can read but it is narrow, hurts, and isn't clear. my eye is swollen generally. it constricted, and this is messing up vision. my eye literally clamps down, is cramped up and tight, displacing and interfering with tissue movement. my ears are the same. it has caused hearing/vision loss. recently, i have had the issues of not being able to hear very well from my ear being so tight and irritated. i need to loosen my tissue. i need to document what is going on medically. then i focus on getting the issue stopped. then treatment. treatments might involve physical therapy. hot tub, hot/cold hydrotherapy. whole body vibration. acupressure. massage. a neurological expert who knows how to get the brain and body working together again and to repair damage caused by medical and possible abuse from remote control. the remote control thing, was that i have just experienced nonconsentual experimentation, torture, and abuse. there is btw some information out there about how the weapon might work. look up the Dr. Carole Smith article on my website. the link, she has some white papers about the use of this technology. and how the scanner might work. she believes it uses terahertz waves, a type of non-ionizing radiation for the use of seeing, hearing through walls, and doing physical tissue examination remotely. it is used in radar, body scanners at air ports, etc already. they can shine light on neurons, the terahertz waves combine with the light energy from the mind, and this creates a difference or beat pattern wave, which can be used to read individual neurons, as well. the article talks about "shining a light" around inside the mind to extract signals. pretty much this is one method of doing it, all techniques are sort of similar to EEG with how they do the imaging. the larger the resolution of the sensor, the greater the distance works, and the more they can see. like, to image neurons individually, they would need a very high resolution remote sensor. and you know, that would allow them to see things like which receptors were lit up in your eyes for example, and tie that to an image map, of which neurons or receptors went to which pixels. that lets them see what you see remotely. they can do this with all the individual signals in your mind, imaging groups of signals together and recombining them. signals that deal with sound, internal processors, sensations, memory, storage of neuronic signals ... pain, intention, desire, emotion, more. it is really crazy. apparently, like i said, the fields from your neurons can also be manipulated with light energy, and overridden. microwaves can recreate fields that override or are similar to those produced by the brain, and neurons have no way of differentiated between these fields created by neurons or remote brain computer interfaces. they can splice in signals, totally dominating a person. maintaining persistent feedback, controlling arousal and doing other things to a person. i wanted to tell you, it is very exhausting and aggravating having it done. and they would only do this to a person if they wanted to hurt them, so what i would have gone through if this is real, would have to be very horrific. you should imagine that they don't care about my health at all. and don't care about the damage or sickness they cause. they use this weapon to hold me in a sick state, doing things to my body, making it so i can't move, make it very displeasurable, rape me, talking about things i am doing, trying to make me feel like shit about it all, make me aggravated, feeling hopeless. it was a program designed by them to kill me, and hurt me, and make me sound nuts - they want it to be hard to get out of. they know that it's hard to track down what has happened to me if no one discloses it, they know that no one can control what they're doing because the technology is so secretive (even if I did find a good amount of information about it on the internet). the US government has never gotten in trouble for using it on a person because of how well kept secret these programs are, but undoubtedly, the technology exists.... here is some other symptoms. i just can't get it all together, there are too many: could my tissue be swollen hard? causing the constriction, not swollen like "big and full of liquid" but the opposite. dizziness and weakness, weakness in muscles, fatigue, tiredness, unable to move or think, drowsiness and exhaustion burning, stinging in muscles and tissue, pain, pinching migraines and tension headaches, from constriction and photons doing things to tissue. after 2-3 weeks after they orgasm me, it gets really bad. tissue constriction, pain in the tense areas around my brain increases, can get very severe. would not take pain meds, i think i need to lose it up or get physical therapy to repair what's going wrong physically. vomiting reflex and extreme nausea in my head, - muscle tension in stomach causes barfing reflexes back pain from extreme muscle tension, which improves as my muscles loosen up after an orgasm (takes 1-2 weeks to improve?) cheek pain from tension, have had cheeks and head turn blue and people before. tension and pain in all my muscles. there is not a part of my body that isn't bombarded with light energy or flooded with microwaves. it can create a general heat sensation, or shredding sensation in my tissue. they can heat, cold, move tissue around. precise laser like precision. vision, blurry, fuzzy, blocky, heals, gets a little better, have had issue with eyes bulging and getting really tight and messed up. grey spots in the white matter. have had green and bruising on face from constriction. tissue browning around eyes, etc. when they force orgasms, my body is so sensitive, muscles clamp down, bruising occurs from constriction, especially in head. my head gets smaller, literally cannot move. i lay in confusion, hardly can focus. can hardly listen or see, without a lot of effort. i am not able to focus on my senses very well, and am not feeling everything as a whole experience. consistent and persistent pressure and pain in my head, squeezing of muscles, that aren't as lose as they should be. similar pain and squeezing in heart, chest, esophagus. etc. from one moment to the next, what memory i have available is poor. it changes, i lose access to really have control of what i remember or can think when i want. the pain, the sort of difficulty in cognition is very profound. without my written notes, i have trouble with communication about what has happened to me. i can tell you some of the details, but i may not get revved up. i am just not confident in my ability to keep going through this, and i am trying to say, it can be different from time to time i see somebody about it. i literally sit around not building off my previous experience, my brain is not storing a state of mind of feeling anymore. i need to work to repair this as soon as possible. i am very unstable and NOT living my life because of this. i need your help. i have secret paralysis in my mind, and body. parts of it are so jammed or cramped up, that i cannot use or access the parts of my brain or body that are effected. i get by with only some things in my brain or body working. sometimes i will flex or move a muscle, trying to loosen it in my head. a "seal" will release. granting pressure relief temporarily. but i don't regain muscle movement. i do feel temporarily more brain function return, then it goes back to locking down and being congested, unable to think. I think that emotion, cognition, and other brain features are linked to how well my body can move. i can't feel things or experience things if my body is locked up, unable to move. heart pain. feeling of getting hot, suffocating, tightness can make it hard to breathe at times, get hot from tension and cramps, delirium extreme paralysis/parkinsonism? dystonia? activation issues like dystonia effect memory and other brain functions, like memory and cognition equally. i likely have soft tissue, and nerve damage. issues within the muscle and nerve tissue function, as well. soft tissue gets damaged from microwave exposure, remote abuse, having receptors and neurons over ridden and over stimulated from remote control. issues with repetitive injury, causes damage to muscle and nerve function. muscle activation points might have disorder, if they don't respond properly to brain signals. tissue which is tense and dehydrated also gets more tense and more dehydrated over time. there is the history of high CK in my blood from muscle and brain break down, which was evaluated at 700 for over a month long during a period in Mary 2011. i didn't receive treatment in jail, or monitoring or this issue. no diagnostic tests were done. OSH was trying to hide what was going on. this could only have been caused by the abuse i was going through with microwave exposure. muscle loss, and degeneration of tissue is like a problem. Dr. Hardt indicated in an April 2013 examination that i had the unusual muscle tone of a 60 year olds, and it wasn't explainable by normal male in jail incarceration inactivity. he thought the inability to move my muscles, the flabby and weakness, could be caused by brain stem damage. i believe it is being caused by microwave smothering, and repetitive injury to both brain and muscle tissue. they force me to have orgasms every few days, reinjuring me, and keeping tissue jammed up and from healing. please read my letter to doctor Zeilinkski which describes what happened to me, why my orgasms are messed up. they are exploiting this, to keep me ill. the damage from orgasms is quite profound, and it is against my will. whole body vibration is a treatment which can loosen 99% of my muscle tissue, restore fluids to parts, make my body more plump and moistures. I used it in July 2012 for a month, and my nose and tissue literally got a lot more plump, i felt more water and softness in my face again, burning decreased, etc. WBV passively exercises like 99% of tissue, helps with lyphnode drainage, swelling, depression, ADHD, restores neurotransmitter stuff, can move tissue you lost the ability to move on your own. it massages tissue, loosens it up forcefully. helps with blood flow, physical healing, etc. repairs some types of neurological and physical issues naturally. it actually works very well. can we focus on getting some physical treatment authorized by my health insurance, and any physical tests done of my body to document the damage? FMRI of brain, EEG, muscle biopsy, flood tests, like of cerebral or spinal fluid to check for things that indicate damage, brain pressure issues, MRI of physical muscle structure to examine muscle tone and check for inflammation, constriction, dehydration, signs of damage and injury from electromagnetic abuse. PET scan or proper MRI of muscle tissue to see damage. the muscle tissue fluctuates, depending on amount of stuff they're doing to me. right after an orgasm, it is worse. i think it is a type of dopamine responsive dystonia, orgasms trigger the damage and muscle jamming to occur. i go through a period of days of feeling swollen, extreme constriction, then it starts to heal, pain reduces.. until about 1-2 weeks, when pain and tension picks up and i am very dry inside. photons are constantly moving and flooding my tissue around during this period, experiencing simulated massage and general irritations, rape and sexual abuse, this dry's things out and makes tissue hard. but the orgasm thing, can sometimes temporarily make tissue soft, or put it in a different state. i generally trying to heal after an orgasm. i think i am delirious, and having a lot of brain and bodily pressures. photons can also increase the pressure in my body, they apply it to irritate me. when i come into the office, they are not able to target me as much, because i am up and moving around. so you don't see the signs in the office. but at home, they are trying to hurt me, constantly abusing me and messing with my body. they might do things to my head, they heart, and other tissue, they have to put me to sleep, and they run dream simulates and stuff. i experience complete remote control. Todd Giffen 405 W Centennial BLVD Springfield, OR 97477 541-321-0010 wisegamer@yahoo.com